Alrite this is it! Mai life has finally over. For peeps who don't no meeh and Raylan broke up and beleave meeh there's no chance of us ever being togeddah again. He took back his gold necklace too.(Just to show how permanet this is) Well I tell u guys from da beginning. I went to da library and meeh and raylan was just jokin but he seemed to b havin wun of his mood swings and later he tells meeh, "Rebecca I gotta tell u sumthang but idk if i shud." Stoopid meeh tells him "C'mon tell meeh" and he sighs and says."Well I think i wanna take a break" I freak out b.c wut da hell!?! he dis once and now he's gonna do it again. and i tell hym, "wut are u traing to do play wit meeh b/c it's not fun and i was lyke do u want to end it completely?" and he was lyke. "yea?" And I freak out somemoa i mean full on tears right now i'm crying too. and i keep asking him "y? was it something i did," and he says "no." " is there anudda gurl" and he says "no."  "So lyke wut is it?" and he says.  "well u want me to tell u wut u wanna hear or da truth" and i tell hym, " da truth" and he says, "well u no how relationships are lyke a fire?" and I was lyke, "yeah" and den he says, " well mines just died." I started crying some moa and he told me he sorrie but fuck i don't care. cuz he broke two of his promises one he would nevah break up with meeh and two he would nevah hurt meeh. And boi do i hurt. I can't even eat cause nuttin tastes right. I can't do nethang cuz i hurt so bad, i mean how can 6 months of being all ovah eachother come to an end. How? Damn i hurt and i just wanna die....i wannna run and neavah come back....i wanna disappear from da face of da earth. It fuckin hurts as hell. And da sad part is dat i still love him and i will probably alwaiiz well b/c no way do u forget ur first love. There's no way i mean....(sighs) I don't no wut to feel. I'm not mad i don't hate him i love him dat's for sure and lyke mai whole body is numb because there's nothing left for meeh to feel but hurt. We are still fwenz and told hym dat cuz i don't wanna totally forget Him. (sighs) I still love hym and he doesn't love meeh. He says he still cares for meeh but dat's about it. Damn....I Hurt.....I guess I see everybudhee else at sku den.

~*Becky-Boo*~

Hi EveryBudhee,
Well Stuck at home again. Sux butt. Man Plus 2marrow i get wun dentist appointment. Oh yea, i luv da dentist accept wen i have a lyke a cativity (which rellie rare) but yea....i just luv da fact dat mai teeth feel so clean! Oh yea. Well today i haf nuttin 2dae becuz i fininsh all mai homework yesterday. (sighs) i miss Raylan.He has sku too which rellie sux butt. I wanna call him but i ain't sure if he can use da fone....(sighs) i might see hym 2marrow but i not sure. But i relle hope so. Well i hope all u guys alright.

~*Becky-Boo*~

Gud Morining Everybudhee,
It is lyke 8:01 rite now. Mai olda bro is s'pose to be in sku rite now but lyke yeah he nevah do his homework so he stay at home traing to finish it all. Stoopid no? Well Ne waiiz. I'm stuck at home too with mai lil sis, who spends her time watching Fat Albert all day and we i say dat means all day! Gawd, i just wanna kill Fat Albert....I'm gonna die of da Fat Albert diesease. Yeah, well so today i'm gonna finish mai Social Studies homework because lyke yeah stupid Rapoza gave us homework! Man dat sux cuz i dunno how i'm gonna find out da answer! (sighs) but oh wellz at least i get sumthang to do. I would go running around mai neighborhood but den lyke mai parents are lyke over protective and think dat sum weirdo might abduct me.....so  yeah dat kinda sux cuz lyke i lyke running. Well last nite i was talking to mai fwen Tori. Yeah, i lyke talking to her cuz meeh and her we r lyke on da same kinda boat....u no relationship wise and stuff lyke. Dat me and her got a lot in common so dat's y i lyke talking to her even thou she's in 9th grade at Hilo High. Plus she sits rite next Raylan in his science class so i no wut's goen on with hym everthang in sku...I mean I no wuts goen on wit hym b/c we talk but lyke it's gud to haf sum kine of reassureance if u guys no wut i mean. Den yeah....Well dat's about it. So I'll write to you guys laters,

~*Becky-Boo*~

Hey Peeps,
Kay so I was in Kona, man dat was a long tyme. Mai mum rented a condo in Kona shores and den lyke yea....we stayed durr. it was alrite. I mean i expeirence a few near death expierence but i am alrite. I talked to Raylan for a lil while on friday nite. Not wut i excpeted to be but hey nuttin perfect rite. so yea. Ummmm i talked to Alan and Bronson last nite dey was in Oahu and dey was 3rd place out 24 outta socca teams so yooh guys well be heaing about dat and dat alan has lyke a huge bump on his head, and bronson hurt his hand so yea be prepare. ummmm i tink dat's about it. Sorrie Coralee about Davey Ding but lyke yea....i'll trai talking to you laters. alrite. Ummmm so far spring break is goen gud. so yea. Ummm well let's see NE thang else i gotta say.......nope dat's about it. Well Thanks for all u peeps who gave me props! Lots of Love for y'all.
Luv Alwaiiz,
~*Becky-Boo*~

Hi Everybudhee,
Well today I going to Kona. Oh yeah. Today is also da day Raylan comes back from Oahu! Oh yeah! Man, I'm gonna call him and tell him dat i miss and i luv him and i just can't wait til i see him again! Oh Yeah.
Sorrie guys, how ya spring break going? I hope it's goin  gr8. Well I see y'all laters.
~*Becky-Boo*~
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